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change, my friends, cHaNgE!

the way you think today , might change tomorrow the way you live today, might change tomorrow the way you express yourself, might change tomorrow in crux, you yourself who thought that this is the only version of me i can have for myself - can change tomorrow. the do's and don'ts i had set for myself last year, it has changed. life will break your pre-conceived notions only to refine it for the better. sometimes or most of the times, this change will come in silence and you yourself won't realize how come you survived that change so effortlessly. maybe because change comes in your life when the universe knows you'll be able to adapt. and that it might appear hard to you at the earliest but it would eventually fall into place. you'll have nothing but only to wonder, how did it all happen?
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freedom. what's that?

 what is freedom? when things that used to scare you ,doesn't hold power anymore!  there have been several moments like this in my life- big, small, all . 1. coming to delhi was my biggest fear reason- was suffering from depression for a continuous year .didn't have guts to make it .gave up on myself. 2. post reaching delhi, to share a room with someone was my greatest fear. having a roomate was not something i was comfortable with.  at present - successfully, overcame this emotion .now i can socially adapt myself in most of the situations. atleast better if not best. 3. was afraid of myself. had this burden of unnecessary expectations. this baggage cost me a lot. my mental health and physical health as well. but now- i've released those heavy emotions. realized that my 20s are not meant for all this. all those  cliche lines started making sense to me. 4. well. well there's still a lot that needs to be dealt with. but eventually realized that rushing things won't he...
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"and then i feel overwhelmed"- from the lens of a 19 yo

For the longest of time, I have been an overthinker -an anxious history student ,a daughter, and a sister. Life has been quite a journey. Okay, I know I might sound a bit old-ish but hey, do you really need to get old to talk about these experiences. I have noticed something quite very unusual in my personality and I feel this is something that we all go through but we rarely make this to notice. Personally ,when I am going through a certain phase in my life where my mind is lingering over certain trivial issues which I tend to make it big- actually huge, so much so that it gets to affect my mental health; but after some time (by 'time' I mean months and months or maybe a year), when I realise that those thoughts or experiences were necessary in shaping my life or to help develop my understanding of 'life'- I feel nothing but grateful.  But hey wait-that's not where the story ends. Once I come out from that certain phase; once I finally break those disgusting stereo...
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